Tears fall off my cheek, every night i cannot sleep
Why? i just want to dream, but i'm burden
hurled and threaten by the memories
in the back of my mind filling me like a creek
I want silence, a hushed mind
not a rambling mushed one
Sometimes i may think today will be the last
pick up the blade, take it to the vein
I put it down, can't, cause no more pain
I'll stay in this pain, i don't want no one to feel this way