So much pain in the bottom of a seally bag And it reminds me of the life I could of really had For every scar on my arm it never made me stay clam Left my head ringing like alarm The itch always burning like its ****** A need that I just couldn't run away from And when I look around today and wonder where the hell have all my mates gone Shackled up in chains I can't see they will ever break from An this is only take one But there's no take two Thousand hits of Dimitri still couldn't break through So I'll have to make do Knowing there's a part of me that loves and a part that really hates you I never meant to hate you I never meant to hate you