i don't know how to tell you how much i'm afraid there are so many things that i cannot explain and i'm not in the business of putting my past on display just know that i've never loved anyone this way and the fear takes over and it holds me down i can't seem to get away, i always drown i'm so glad i'm the one that you found but the fear is just always in the background i'm scared, darling. you already know this i've been through so many things that are the opposite of bliss it's like i'm just waiting for the storm that always hits honey, i don't want you to be another person i have to miss i'm scared, god help me i hope we're meant to be i don't think anything is ever guaranteed what if i'm not careful enough? what if i cause this wound to bleed?