It was him It was him all along He loved so he let me go He didn't want to rub it in that I couldn't have him I love him so I let him go But now I realize it was him all along I'll love him like always Why do I love him It's like that all over again with me and him I was the mistake We loved each other so we let one and other go
I can't believe how big of an idiot I was (and still am). I hate myself.