i long for the mornings i stir and hear those even breaths rolling over soft lips, when we are lazily tangled up in one another where i brush the hairs away from your eyes, though closed, and count the faint freckles dotting your nose for the moments of intimacy, like the first few mornings that i whispered i love you, countless times before i ever really told you i loved you where i stare at those mocha eyes opening when you wake, only for you to smile warmly and pull me closer the intimacy of the sun peeking through the window, and the security of your arms holding me tightly you are my morning cup of coffee you are just what i need to make it through the day a week from now i’ll be by your side once more i will trace your jawline as though i am preparing my mug, wrap you in sheets of memory drink in the sight of you in morning light and take you for all that you offer
5:54am 10.22.2018 im so impatient you bring me so much comfort and i can live without you, i just get a little on edge im hooked