one path smooth and easy it never leads to happiness but maybe I could fool myself into thinking your heart never made me feel anything at all and if I squeeze my eyes shut and wish very hard while I count the songs of origami swans or the rings of tree branches like a boreal ribcage around the path I'll wonder if the trees were happier rooted
the other road is treacherous my heart shatters and breaks in a million new ways crossing shaky bridges with hundred foot drops and I don't come out unscathed because there's no way to perform heart surgery on yourself some weeks I'm so scared I'll bleed out entirely others, I'll spend growing alone uncomfortably finding strength in myself wondering why I didn't pick the smooth road-- though it was never a difficult decision to begin with