Falling deeper through the abyss Just cannot face the truth of this I'm losing faith and any hope And I don't know just how to cope You told me that it all was fine Yet haven't seen you in some time You told me that we were still friends But seems like it's come to an end Your photo used to make me smile But haven't seen you for a while Our little chats would make my day Though now I cry my days away Can't reconcile what’s in my head All of the things you did and said I thought you were my special friend A friend I'd have until the end I did not care about your past Just wanted our friendship to last But somehow it all went wrong And now i fear our friendship gone I miss those times so very much And how I'd love to stay in touch I highly doubt it’s in the cards Losing your friendship’s very hard Still falling deeper through the void So much pain i can't avoid I think all day and wonder why The friendship lost still makes me cry
Just another poem about being depressed and pushing friends away while feeling alone and rejected