If this is what's in store
I'm not interested in anything
you're selling.
I'd rather be alone and
hurting myself than
try anymore.
One sided **** that doesn't make a difference
Guess you gotta be a part

of the group or cease to exist
at all.
I'll have another beer
and forget I was ever here.
I'd let my connections to
the outside world die
rather than use them to reach
you any longer.

If you call reaching my
efforts of getting your attention
and your letting me fall into
this nothing and bottle.

Jesus Christ, keep dancing
You've got the attention,
just not mine.

Congratulations, you're very near
destruction and,
I hope you lead us there.

In a dark room with NO
curtains
I can see you
Beg for unique capabilities,
I'm tired of it.
and you'll be thanked when
judged because you're just
so different.

Sorry I took your note cards
while you were busy forgetting I
had a place in the
world.
I was busy trying to leave a trace.
To follow home
because this place
*****.
-- I was going to leave these for
-- you to find
-- But, *******
-- Get out of my mind.
-- On second thought,
I'm actually really good.