staring out at the rushing creek, standing on the edge, crushed leaves beneath my shoes. i toss my phone on the soil; i donβt need you right now, devil. instead i focus on the passing water, on the ongoing march of time thrusting us forward no matter how hard we try to make it stop for us. i sit down. birdsong fills my ears, joining the creek as it glides smoothly over its bed. leaves brush against each other as a spring breeze picks up, rustling their way into my mind. the gentle wind smells of flowers, of soil and of memories. i close my eyes, allowing myself to forget everything.