sometimes i wish i was never born sometimes i have to fullfill those meaningless places with clothes, makeup and my smile. sometimes i want to mute my voice so that no one can listen to what im saying they dont understand me anyways.
i want to mean something in this world mean something to someone
But no one is looking for the good. they all want to look only when i’m failing.
• am i interesting only when i end up dead?
i was just laying in my bed when all these thoughts came to mind. its like someone put their thought to my mind