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Jamie Lee
Poems
Sep 2018
Bad Timing
I'm faced with realities,
that were only known,
as concepts.
Stuck in this state;
a combination of fascination,
mourning and inner chaos.
After a decade and a half,
of abusing those three words,
the real thing appears.
I don't recognize it's face,
nothing about it seems familiar.
I've been broken, for so long -
did I ever know what love is?
Is it wanting happiness for her,
even if it means without me?
Is it hoping someone can heal,
the damage I've caused her?
A month of absence,
and she is still my focus.
Accepted or not,
the truth has arrived.
I wish it could have been different.
I wish that I could still hold her,
and tell her softly, that,
I still love her.
I will always love her,
even now,
as I let her go.
It's a strange concept to have found what I consider to be true love at such an age in life, and even more of a tragedy, that it didn't last.
#lostlove
#love
#exgf
#truelove
#ending
#sadness
Written by
Jamie Lee
34/F/Canada
(34/F/Canada)
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