I used to live near water spent summers on the island in cottages near the eastern ocean I picked sand dollars and saw whales back then I didn't realize what force the ocean holds that it will drown you just as quickly as it will carry you home I would rather die than hold my breath dive heart first and get carried away, lost there's nothing on the shore I love I ache to feel the water once more playful waves hugging my skin in the depths of the ocean, I find home