Habits of delusion are not in my repertoire, or are they? That’s exactly what a deluded person would think. Sometimes my wheels spin against nothing, open air, and produce endless possibilities, is that really only sometimes? Maybe it’s all the time. Maybe it’s so much so fast so often that my thoughts are unreliable, impossible to untangle, distinguish from the next, they just run together anyway. Sleep? Who needs it, I’m on overdrive, working, thinking, going gone