please tell my heart to simmer down i can’t hear myself think over all of this noice it’s making. it bubbles and boils and makes my skin itch with the urge to **** it. please take my heart away. i can’t bear the burden of it again. it feels so heavy, like someone buried it six feet under, but i can still feel it. it’s like it’s calling out to me from underneath. it wants me to help it but i can’t. i put it under there myself and i lost the map