And in the early mornings that I kept all for myself, jealously holding them hidden in the back of my mind, I found myself, the woman in me. The serenity of the village that's just started to wake up, still sleepy. And nobody saw me dancing naked and barefoot without any music, nobody saw me smiling or writing a new poem, it was all my little secret, the little life i lived when I needed to find my strength again. Nobody saw the moments I felt the most alive, nobody saw my soul rising above the whole world, singing to itself, being free.