This white, cloudy light shining through my window, caressing a small framed picture of you holding my hand holding a flower. Just weeks ago. This silence, fading memory of the rain has overflown my bedroom, empty. As if my reality was nothing but a broken paintbrush, a mandolin, waiting to be loved again, a memory. You knew how much I loved drinking tea with you and a poetry book in our favorite spot in our favorite cafe ...