All the nights of unpleasantries will no longer keep me awake. I will never again dream of you by mistake.
I wish that you would die. A freak accident leaves you paralyzed maybe a piano from the window That lives in the blue of my eyes. Or maybe that "random" passing car will clip you in the thigh And you'd be left (like me) alone; just to die.
You could paint the town red with your angry tongue but instead maybe if i cut it out you'll finally listen instead.
In laymens terms, prepare to be hurt, I'll smile as your body lies in the dirt. And blood seeps into your shirt, coloring the earth. Your purpose has been confirmed.
*******.
Thanks for the trauma and mental illness, miss you lots.