when I hear the footsteps up the stairs, I know there’s something coming. either a lecture, a scolding or a request, it’s hardly not these.
just sometimes when I hear these footsteps, I wish it’d be for good. for them to ask about my day, or about the boy I love.
but rather it’s a list of things I do not do. I can’t clean right, I don’t work, I haven’t any perfect grades. so they take the time at night, to shame me for these ways.
I want them to come upstairs, with smiles on their face. to praise me for the things I do do right, and not the things I do wrong.