i don't think you realize how much you hurt my heart sometimes cause not even giving me a chance hurts me even more i don't want to be your ****** friend i want to kiss you every time you say something stupid i want to hold your hand and take you to my favorite cafe i want to show you off to all my friends i don't want this unknowing ******* i know your scared and so am i but we gotta take a chance sometime because i don't wanna stay in this weird limbo we have going on i want to call you my girlfriend and be proud of you i want to be scared about falling head over heels in love with you and if you are scared that's fine, if you aren't ready i can deal with that but at least tell me why you are scared and why that's stopping you i promise you i wont let you hurt me i promise you i wont ever just abandon you when you need me i promise you i will be whatever you need me to be but please for just once be what i need