I've been sailing on this boat
Trying to be strong
You see this boat
Has cracks lot's of them
I'ts not that I don't see
No I just turn a blind eye to them
I distract myself the only way I can
I read a lot
I draw and paint a lot
I play  a lot
I dance a lot
I try looking for someone like you in everyone
I listen to a lot of PD audio books
But mostly I  think of you
Mostly I think of little S
Mostly I think of you fighting
Mostly I repeat this process all over again
But now I just wish you were here