Am I healthy?
Me, the guy who stays up
Until 5:00 in the morning every day
Eats one square meal a day
And goes without seeing the sun
For days at a time
The guy who can't help but feel
Like he was a mistake
Like he is alone
Like he isn't worth it
Like he was a mistake
A screwup
The guy who is plagued with anxiety
Every second of every day
Resulting in a stomach upset
And a head aching
The guy who had a panic attack
Waiting in line for an interview
And went home fruitless

Am I healthy?
Yes
Say the people who gave me life
Who referred me to an app
When I dared to suggest
That this machine is functioning
But broken, damaged
But hey, that's behind the curtain
And if it works why fix it...

I am so tired, every single day
I just want to live again