You are clear of mistakes. Innocent. You are as helpful as ever. And that made me mad. You were just being the best mother ever that I could ever have. You were just being the best Father I ever would have. Yet, I just couldn't see eye to eye with you through the virtual bridge. You were just being the cutest grandmother ever. Yet I shouted at you. Glued to the screen. My insides are screaming me to stop. And yet I keep going. Yet I disobeyed you. And I didn't feel anything... How could I? "I've let you down..." I said to those I have wronged, into the air of my parents colourless bedroom... Sorry....
I just have to let you guys down...sorry. Sorry my parents. Sorry grandmother. Sorry sister. Sorry helper. Sorry God. Sorry people who I didn't and haven't been the kindest to. Sorry....