Sleepless nights and alcohol Prolonged days on caffeine and adderall Running too fast I'm out of breath I sit down to recollect myself Ponder about death I swallow a breath of fresh air And think to myself life isn't all that fair We live to die And die to live As I sit there I realize life is about what I give I continue about my days Sometimes I dwell about my thoughts in a negative haze I destroy all aspects about the world up until this time And create a new world A world in which I shine Duality is essential to the way I live A black pool of space Five shining stars thus take that place A never ending cycle of give and take A world that isn't fair And that's more real than it is fake