7 years old 7 weeks no shower 7 months no real meal 7 minutes of a memory to last a lifetime 6 days since shed eaten 6 months since shed brushed her teeth 6 weeks since she'd seen her father 6 years to learn to be quiet 5 times she asked for help 5 people said no 5 a.m when she'd go to sleep 5 parties a week 4th grade they moved 4 hundred miles away 4 new places 4 new friends 3 years to watch her mom fade 3 months to adjust 3 people to care for her 3 days to learn to care for her mom 2 tests failed 2 hours of sleep 2 grades pass 2 surgeries 1 memorial service 1 girl to be hidden away 1 mom who's gone 1 life forsaken in the rush of loss