~ Through hazing eyes, I look out my window. My reddened eyes burn as they well up with tears. My throat stings similarly whilst a lump forms. Venomous words drill deeply in my mind. This prison-like room only amplifies the grave silence. The pang of loneliness sinks and burrows deep into my skin corrupting me from within my own flesh covered nightmare. Everywhere I go I feel caged. Meter thick, steel bars surrounding me where ever dare I step. Warm tears melt down my face, and the only thought left is this house. This one I've always lived in. It isn't my home. I want to go home. ~
I need to go home. I don't even know where home is. It's just not here.