i spray your perfume on my wrist rub them together, hoping for the best i see my veins swell as it crawls up my arm tattooing your name through my bloodstream my body is having an allergic reaction to the smell of you, and i'm holding on remember the smell of your skin that day mid-afternoon, hidden away i remember the first time i touched your chest after that, i forget the rest these memories are crawling on me like scars and i rush to put my wrist under water but its too late or maybe its fate i'm tattooed with the thought of you my blood runs all shades of grey my heart slows down, ready to take me away in a trance, back in your arms and the feeling of your lips on mine back to those days when everything was alright and home wasn't confined to a spray of a perfume or the scent of the past these days it seems home grows further every time i get closer