****** up on cough syrup again,
This wasn't in the plan,
But they all want too much,
And I can't seem to give enough,
So I numb my pain,
In any way,
Just so I don't have to remember,
Except now I remember,
So I'll try to forget,
Numb the pain again,
I hate you and your guts,
I'm sorry about your luck,
But you're a monster now,
And monsters get put down,
****, ****, I can't think,
It feel like I'm gonna sink,
Into the past,
No not that,
Someone help me survive,
And stay alive,
Because I can't go back,
I can never go back,
To the basement,
Because I hate it,
I hate you and your guts,
I'm sorry about your luck,
But you're a monster now,
And monsters get put down.