If you looked me in the eyes in this moment would you kiss me maybe and If you tried to hold me would you maybe just adore me i feel these tears in your eyes but are they tears of happiness? or regret that i'm the best you can do?
and If maybe i was your dream come true? do maybe i mean the world to you? If maybe i inspire you the way you stimulated me could it be we're meant to be or is maybe this whole things just a dream?
If perhaps we danced along the skyline and down the desert roads and maybe If we took the time to check the signs would you see me in your one way?
If If If I held all the things that you wanted that you needed that you treasured would you want to hold me maybe roll with me maybe smoke a bowl with me and reflect upon the fancy of our meeting here?
would you find it clear? would you want me there? would it be? could it be? If you loved me If you wanted me maybe maybe dancing under musky starlight under pulsing lights under breaking dawn breaking down under falling trees and tumblin doors and maybe just maybe If you would wish for more. . .
If maybe you would play my game If maybe you would pull my mane and maybe we would play again and again and again and again . . . . why **** this fight for what we think is right and good and smart to do **** your insecurities your guidelines your safety rails no ones safe when we dare to inhale and If i breathed your sweat intermingled with mine my breath and yours could go in time . . . and our hearts would beat in something greater than rhythm, our souls would speak in something so much more powerful than rhyme . . . be mine be mine be mine take me let me be yours yes thine yes thine yes thine and our hips would move in sync in time it's right it's right it's right and IF we made this IF something greater than what lies infected in my mind . . . lie behind lie behind lie behind.
let's ride.
I went to a ****/romance themed poetry reading last night, and it made me think of this poem I wrote when I was 18. I dug it out of my old facebook, and here it is