I just wanted to be better. But the constant sound of voices kept me tied down. I just wanted to be better.. But the constant jokes just fed my ignorance. I just wanted to be better... But you used my greatest weakness against me. I just wanted to be better.... But my happiness isn't worth more than yours. I just wanted to be better..... So I lied to keep you happy. I just wanted to be better...... I gave away my future in a present. I just wanted to be better....... So I just let my life get wasted. I just wanted to be better........ But your fantasy is more important than my reality. I just wanted to be better......... . . . . . . . . . . Were my wishes mine to begin with?