I don’t get it I was having a good day I was happy I messed it up I don’t even know why I said what I said I was having a perfectly good day I messed it up I don’t know why she’s still with me This isn’t the first time I’ve done this I feel like I’m forcing her to stay I’ve said sorry so many times, I think it’s lost it’s meaning We were really good I messed up and went back to the old me Laying in bed in the dark, Listening to music, And crying for no reason I don’t know why I’m like this I wish I wasn’t like this I wish I wasn’t depressed I wish I was moody I wish I wasn’t me