Everything felt like a competition I felt like I was not appreciated I gave up on having your attention Cause maybe to you I didn't matter To you I should've pushed harder I should've been much better I lived life knowing I was not enough Always know that I will never be Cause at the end of the day You'd point out somebody else And you would always say That person is far better than me
Sometimes it does not motivate you cause at one point you'll break knowing you're not good enough