Why am I so scared of losing something that isn't mine? I mean what time is it anyway? Think I forgot something, or maybe someone...?
I've been lost in drink, and tears, and pills with various shapes why do I always pick the ones I can't have? What a life joke is sometimes! Listen -- pain will always come in various huh? and sizes.. and what of my fate? To suffer? to wither?! Always, always.. just lost in a daze... or is this all just a phase?
I can't remember right now, the hours getting late and i'm buying a stairw.. wait, what was I saying? ne-way, whatever, I dunno but It makes me wonder. :)
I hate being like this, but I can't give it up, cause' ya know, they say drugs ****; but baby, I'll tell ya somethin' thrilling the largest cause of death.. I mean really.. is just being born, and well ya' know, maybe. but **** it, someone once said come as you are revetahw, lets not talk falsely now I'm lost, minds ****** and fried, and I've eaten far too many pain killers.