I've been getting too busy Structuring words and doubts Still counting my money while Relationships burn out Like cherries that flicker Away with the wind and I'm still not convinced That this death is the end, but I'm scared of the clock, look Checking accounts on lock, been Spending time on the lot, been Pushing the good paper, Hoping my flow doesn't rot Like this body I'm caged in Then you're gone like a thot that You thought you could use when Your bloods running hot and Steam floats from the faucet Wash your hands of the particles But soaps a slippery ***** when You forget where you came from.