with each word that you speak to me i am blindsided with a false reality that there is still and us and we never ceased to be but then i am reminded that those words that drip from the lips i once kissed are from a platonic tongue that i do not want to know just yet iām still clinging onto a dialectic of romance that had kissed after each syllable and made my heart melt with each phrase this change in language i cannot accept and it hurts too much to be exposed