Usually, I guess I’d say I’m okay.
Or fine.
I’m rarely happy anymore, unless I see you on my screen.
But even now…I don’t feel that.
No sadness. No anger. No regret.
Just…numbness.
Nothing is there anymore. My heart is cracking. Splitting.
Why? I don’t know. I can’t…think of why.
Isn’t it weird? To not know your own feelings?
I hit my head with my fist in an attempt to get something, anything out.
Just a thought. Why am I feeling this way?
But I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.
Tears flow from my eyes, but I don’t feel sad.
I just feel empty.