every day I wake up
and wonder if you will like me
on this particular day

fear encapsulates me
what if today he decides to leave me
what if today he decides to love me
a toss of a coin really

I am casual and a hopeless romantic
I want a life partner and someone for commitment
I believe in soul mates and I believe in you and me
even if it is kinda crazy

I dream about feeling my lips on yours
I image my hear will be beating out of my chest
and my hands with grip your neck
I hope that you touch my face and hair and smile when its over

I dream about you
all the time
good dreams when its going good
and nightmares when its not

This is a story of you and me and these poems I write cement this time in history so I can't deny how I felt about you later. Though if you ever saw these I would surely turn away, embarrassed. The truth is that I want you and I can't ever claim differently.