Blaming yourself for everything bad that's happening
Is what we do when our heart and mind is collapsing
Living in a world with people not knowing why they live
And people that let others hurt them so they wont leave

Confusion made me so tired because of overthinking
Trying to know all the answers when I really can't
All the things that wander in my mind every night
Makes me feel like my heart is being ******* so tight
 
Not saying anything about what I feel because of fear
My fear that they'll treat me differently and ruin the mood
The scars that are everywhere in me and the tears that come out
Makes me scream but only in my mind because I can't say it with my mouth

I don't know what to do with this life and how to decide for myself
I just nod to everything and everyone so I won't be a burden to them
I'm confused if I'm a person or just a tool
Thinking it will turn out fine but no its just me again being a fool