"It wasnt the same as they describe it in the books. Its not like watching a movie and getting teary-eyed because it connected with you in some way, shape or form.
There was a deeper sort of pain, beyond the physical spectrum. A feeling they don't describe. It was akin to those weird feelings you get while listening to music.
And Ill tell you this. It wasnt easy to get over.
It didn't go away fast.
It HURT.....
It hurt every **** day."
Trying to somehow capture the feeling of love lost. (Think back to that Twilight New Moon scene where Bella sits in her chair for about a year as the seasons go by. Corny yes, but that was a really good scene.)