I walk this world alone Burning bridges everywhere I turn I don't know a life Without destruction I'm so toxic It makes me sick Still nobody knows
Nobody knows The life I lead They never know Each time I bleed Or when I want to give up everything It's nauseating It's never ending I want to be open But I'm afraid to let them in Because I know they'll just walk away They'll never treat me the same It's a constant flow
Still, my heart, it beats for you My very life, you can have it too What reason do I have, but the reasons you give When I think I've had enough And it all is just too much I think that today is the day that I'll give it all up Because my life is meaningless in the absence of happiness And words are cheap, and better left unspoken Every life was meant to fade And every heart was made to be broken So what's it matter if I die? If they learn my secrets, I'll be ostracized by the ones I love the most To them, I'll be a ghost So let these chains set me free Let me be who I am meant to be A free spirit with no care A lovely person with no burdens left to bare