My life has been more than empty for so many years; Filled with so much sadness as I've cried lonely tears. Allowing myself to feel this for so long I had given up on me; I was coming to terms with my life and accepting this harsh reality. My dreams that I would some day be loved, For Better or For Worse; They were all fading away now and being replaced by a curse. Although I wanted to place the blame on someone besides me; The truth is the Choice was mine of how my life would be. The Lord gives us this life with free will to decide the paths on our own; I probably would have made different choices if I would have only known. So cherish this life, for you only have one; Live each day like your last, learn to walk before you run.