if i were to create a space for you to say the things you want to say, what would you want it to look like? would it be a dark, single bed, room with maybe that lamp that used to be in your grandmotherβs living room when you were five? cause there will be shadows and i need to know if youβd be ok with that. or would it be a loft, up above your parents bedroom, where the sun light glistens off the hard wood floors, dancing with the dust that jumps up to greet you?