Everything is blur this night you are talking but i feel blank inside all i see is your lips moving up and down And all i know is that my ears refuse to hear what you’re trying to say I’m watching you but I’m not sure that you are watching me back ‘cause the expression that i have in my eyes has only one sense Stop your Obama’s speech you can take your love and go away now but you are working hard to find excuses for yourself Simply ‘cause you don’t wanna be the one to blame Did i say you are guilty? Did i ask you to stay with me? Did i beg you to never leave me? Boy„if you have to leave lemme whisper those words for you in the name of our love lemme perform my poem for the last time in front of you I’m not yours and you’re not mine No one could own the others hearts also no one could stop us from being in pain ‘cause of the one we love I’m not sad but my heart is not okay Not ‘cause you’re waving up GOODBYE but ‘cause I’m not able to hold on to you and make you stay my stupid heart won’t talk to yours ‘cause you already took it away i know I’m not beautiful lady I’m not **** I’m not classy I’m so simple and my style is ugly But I’ve got a tender body to warm you up when you’re cold my heart is a greatest empire that you could call it home inside there is only love, happiness, and desire my world is ordinary from the outside but when you open my door your eyes will get hurt ‘cause of the brilliance of its stars i feel ashamed ‘cause i couldn’t make you see the lights or touch the sky but i will pray for you to find what you were looking for from the start even though i still believe that i could be what you need to survive but i won’t try to change your mind ‘cause you already thought about leaving me once so you will certainly think about it twice so before the pain of my heart grows up i allow you to fly where you could smile and as i promised before, i will never let you know if I’m hurt or not ‘cause i don’t want you to live with any blame even I’m pretty sure that once you go out this place you won’t even remember my name….
If You Have To Leave is showing the bitter feeling of separation, regrets, and guilt.