Hello you, That girl I see in the mirror. You are much too ******* yourself. Don't you see how precious you are? Why do you keep hurting yourself so much. I know you're in an immense amount of pain. But you didn't cause all this. I repeat... You did NOT cause this. Please stop blaming yourself. You did not ask to be sexually abused, not with your body, not with your smile & not with your lack of words. A child doesn't hold responsibility for an adults actions. Your silence makes sense, you were scared & confused. If he's done this to others it's not your fault. Do you hear me? Not your fault. Stop carrying around all this shame that isn't yours to carry. No wonder your heart feels so heavy. I know you stared straight at me and said you give up, that you no longer will allow another human being into your heart. You don't mean that. You are hurting. There are safe people out in the world. And I want you to know that even when you can't look at the bright side, I will sit with you in the dark until you are ready to come out. Just don't give up. Brighter days are coming. Allow others to hold hope for you when you've run dry of your own hope. The truth eventually will set you free. It will.