Snuggled up and cozy
I wait for sleep to meet me
My mind begins to wander
This won’t end well
I can already tell

I think about my life
My every joy and strife
Then your face appears
Here come the tears

I think of our relationship
I wonder if this is just a blip
You confuse me daily
So every night I review
To try to understand you

The tears are here
Because I’m filled with fear
That nothing will be changed
That we will always be strained

Your voice echoes in my head
But tonight it only evokes dread
I am begging for sleep
But only to wake up to
Another day of suffering over you