i do not wanna grow old nor do i wanna be an old man put into a home with invalids where i **** and **** myself this may or may not happen to me in 3 or 4 or 5 decades time sent to the knackers yard totally f*cked and unwanted with faded tattoos and blank memory too much beer a million memories all broken by time now meaning what? now to an old man dumped in a home only he stopped that by jumping off a cliff the day before they came they admired his spirit he wasn't like the rest regressing like babies soon to die for what?