As I lay alone wondering why...
My mind races and I begin to cry.
I don’t want to talk, because no one cares...
Looking around for help but no ones there.
How can I go on with this on my brain.
Time to say goodbye I can no longer maintain.
So I grab a bottle, turn it up till nothings left.
Pulling my hair while I scream with all my breath.
The worlds better without me I start to figure.
So I grab the gun, put it to my head, but I can’t pull the trigger.
I fall to my knees, slam my fist and cry, cry, cry.
Why God why do I contemplate suicide.