I'm here
        Alive, feeling, hearing.
I miss
           Us, me, you.
Why do you
             Hate me, use me, play me?
What are
              We, you, lies.
If anything to change i wanna change,
              This

Don't mess up.
     Smile at your friends.
            Wear the form fitting cloths.
                  Smoke with the cool kids.
Go to party.
    Come home.
        Think of what you messed up.
             Take the blade.
                  Fix yourself to make everyone like you...

Be okay.
Running from things that still follow you.
Okay, maybe I can hide how I feel.
Kindness is what I at least want back.
Expecting what people can't do.
No one wants me here.
                                       I am Broken.

My puzzle is being put together.
There is a piece missing.
    That piece is lost in someone's hands and I can't have it back...
My puzzle shall stay undone.
        I shall stay forever unfinished...

I was me with you. You were thinking of someone else.
        I love you. You love someone else.
You were with me. Yet you were thinking of someone else.
        You had my heart. I thought I had yours.
You had me. You ended up breaking me.
                      
                             How happy are you now?.

I love you. I don't want you...
I fell for you. Then the feelings you wanted went away...
Now, I'm in lust. ****** attraction with someone new...
I'm best friends with him. Yet, we have a attraction to each other...
Having fun. Touching each other and making each other feel amazing...
Even if I wanted I can't stop. I'm so lost in lust and ****** thoughts..
I feel amazing. But, I feel bad...
Friends. With a catch..
You love me as you say. But, which love are you meaning...

Why now? You left for ten years and now you want me.
I was five. FIVE! I wasn't good enough for you.
I just wanted to know the truth and I was finally told. You were married!
What is wrong with you? Your wife was at home with you son.
My brother who hates me because of you. You lied to him. You lied to mom. You lied to your wife at the time. You lied to me.
How did you do it? How did you lie to a child you called your little girl, your little princess.
I was nothing to you. I was something you hated only because everyone seen you in me.
I had your eyes, your face, the curly hair that my sister has.
You still denied me.
Everything that was proved you denied.
You
are
NOT
a  
Dad
You never stayed