At death, stops a choking anguish, paying for a life lived and not all the wrongs I’ve done. Will my own soul go into exile? On the other side of the vast distance between those on Earth and myself. Stepping over decaying petals, will I go somewhere else? Someone tell that I am, isn’t God just another cop, willing to pull the trigger back, when I don’t go pop? Step no nearer to me. There’s a storm coming. Plots and schemes. In constant circles, around me. They smile at me and frown behind me. Secrets in plain sight, until I see them and secrets no-more.