am I beautiful yet?
tears are streaming down my face
my hip bones are protruding through my skin
my stomach talks to me in my sleep
am I beautiful yet?
my clothes are falling off my body
energy is slowly draining
my bones ache
am I beautiful yet?
my mind is filled with taunting thoughts
the cold seeps deep between the wrinkles of my brain
my heart murmurs your name in the dead of night
am I beautiful yet?
I did this all for you
for you to see me different
I hope I look different
so, do I look different?
do I look beautiful?
am I beautiful yet?