I want to be left alone I don't want to feel alone I want someone to hug me. I hate being touched. I want to tell someone. People scare me. I want to speak. I can't open up. I want comfort. I push people away. "I'll be fine." "No you won't." "But I will." "What if something happens?" "No, it'll be okay." "But now you're doubting yourself." "NO." "Oh come on. I'm a friend." "You cause so many problems for us." "There's nothing you can do now." "Don't do this." "It's too late, I've won."